It's the end of the year again, and the company's year-end summary has just been dealt with. 2023 was not a peaceful year, but then again, which year is peaceful?
My 2023#
It seems like I have made choices time and time again, from R&D to cybersecurity, from consulting to educational companies. Although the time is not long, these experiences have deeply touched me. I have always dreamed of something, but fate seems to be playing a joke on me. Making choices always leads to some regrets, whether it's choosing my career or a partner.
Just like what Teacher Shi Tiesheng said:
A thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy found a real gun on the road one summer. Young and ignorant, fearless, he pulled the trigger.
No one died, and no one was hurt. He thought he had fired a blank. Later, when he was thirty or older, walking on the road, hearing a faint wind behind him, he stopped, turned around, and the bullet hit him right between the eyes.
The day you made a choice when you were young, standing at a three-way intersection, you thought it was just an ordinary day in your life, but you never expected this principle to hit you right between the eyes in the future. The mistake made in ignorance when young felt like a blank shot at the time, but if discovered a thousand years later, that bullet hit you for real. The laziness stolen in your twenties will eventually become the wall that traps you in your thirties.
2023 was a blank year, I still haven't met the right person, nor have I found what I should be doing. Perhaps idealistic feelings will always lean towards the void. I missed many opportunities, but I will definitely seize the next one.